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in those final moments as reality collapsed around us, she looked at peace, no fear or anguish she just shone with that radiant shine that she always did, dignified and accepting. In those moments I think I finally understood, we had tried and I think that's all that really mattered...

It's not a nice job I know and it doesn't make me a good person. It makes me a monster, I will not try to deny this but sometimes to get things done you must make use of harsher methods, if none of you will do so, then I must. Though please try to give me a better solution, if you can then that's what we shall do....if not....stay out of my way. Sometimes what you need is a monster..

The act of taking from others is tantamount of evil. From the moment we are born, we are nothing but parasites. Life is nothing more than a succession of sins. Life is evil itself. I am concious that I'm evil. The same applies to all of you...

We all need to look into the dark side of our nature..
that is where the passion is..the energy..
It is part of who we are...do not fear it ..embrace it
become whole....
we are both darkness and light.......

I AM LONELY, I AM MS. LONELY..

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Loki1313
05:25 Nov 24 2017

Why do you call yourself Ms. Lonely? I'm not asking to be a pain. I really want to know.

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EsmeraldaDark
14:27 Dec 04 2017

wELL, i HAVE NO ONE.. i HAVE FRIENDS HERE BUT NO ONE AT HOME

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Wake me up inside,
Call my name and save me from the dark,
Bid my blood to run,
Before I come undone,
Save me from the nothing I've become..

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Minde
08:18 Nov 08 2017

This remains me of evanscences. Bring me back to life.
Good song

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AetiusVesperus
19:45 Nov 09 2017

Excellent song.

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EsmeraldaDark
16:59 Nov 11 2017

Yes! Minde.. It is the song!

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EsmeraldaDark
16:59 Nov 11 2017

Yes! Thanks Aetius!

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the heart wants what it wants dear..

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This is a modern fairytale
No happy endings, no wind in our sails
But I can't imagine a life without
Breathless moments
Breaking me down, down, down, down.. ~~

You got me scattered in pieces
Shining like stars and screaming
Lighting me up like Venus
But then you disappear and make me wait
And every second's like torture
Heroin drip, no more so
Finding a way to let go
Dear, dear, no, I can't escape..

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Minde
08:18 Nov 08 2017

I like this

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EsmeraldaDark
17:01 Nov 11 2017

Thanks a lot dear Minde! :)

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The bed's getting cold and you're not here
The future that we hold is so unclear
But I'm not alive until you call
And I'll bet the odds against it all
Save your advice, 'cause I won't hear
You might be right, but I don't care
There's a million reasons why I should give you up..
But The Heart Wants, What It Wants~~

You got me sipping on something,
I can't compare to nothing I've ever known,
I'm hoping that after this fever I'll survive,
I know I'm acting a bit crazy,
Strung out, a little bit hazy,
Hand over heart, I'm praying,
That I'm gonna make it out alive..

Save your advice,
Because I won't hear,
You might be right,
But I don't care..